I am now in my standard attire with my male parts hanging over my short's waistband, on TV another Charlton Heston movie but for a little I shall do some arithmetic to wake my brain, it is now 
10:14 A.M., 8-5-2013, Mon., which is being done mentally while there is a hand calculator in the immediate area, I still feel like to go back to sleep, I feel week, somewhat want to passout though I do not drink because they would interfere with the medications that my Doctor wants me to take, a little dizzy as though I was a woman though I have proof that over my wasteband I am very male, and I have a hardon again, 10:44 am, Mother is gone with my brother and probably not be back as I was told if I understand my Mother correctly, so I almost home alone if not so, I am mostly not afraid of showing my male parts walking around the house and maybe even flash out doors ready to pull my tanktop down over my male parts--I am leaking precum again--I must say that I am getting better in writing about what I am doing in the moment in a couple sentences, I just been outside for fresh air, flashed--I am getting quite comfortable in completely but not quite in flashing my male parts outside where someone might catch me on that busy daytime street, also I am organizing some cutouts of books about writing, trying to get rid of as much of my belongings which I have far, far too much of, though I have seen worse, still leaking precum. I do not dare to take those 2 different kinds caffiene+ tablets because I took too many of those yesterday which probably why I did not feel so good later, yesterday--I put a clip to keep my the bottom of my tank top so that my male parts are showing even I just step out enough out the front outside door the daring fate of getting caught flashing, while my nephew is in his bedroom, which he come out into the rest of the house where I am going into the front room to sort out what I do not want to keep of my belongings, usually let 3 or 4 cars pass while I am barely outside in the front outside door, I think that my cocktion of green tea also helps enhancing my libido. My eyes occasionly get blurry and I get dizzy, that movie that is currently on is about the Boxer Rebellion in China, in that sexual estory Tanya is enjoying going naked where she pretty surely run into various people of various ages and sexes, I am going out to open the front outside door almost every 4 minutes or so, oh! for a bit of fresh air because my bedroom where my computer is at is stuffy that is my excuse for flashing--...!!! 11:51 am, and I am getting alot of precum reading that sexual estorie, and I was still on the internet and probably considered pornographic Tanya has a remote control viberator with the remote left in the hotel room which varies in timing, intensity and how long it vibrates...!!! Mother maybe back anytime, I am hoping that she will fix lunch very soon, I am getting too hungry...! when I hear the door I will unclip my tanktop and pull my shorts up over my maleness--sometime Mother will walk in just as I am masturbating--I stop very quicly and let Mom talk to or she gets something or put something in my room but the computer down near the floor and a couple of a bookshelves of small computer books--Mother is now home...!!! 12:33 pm, and Mother, my brother and now myself are at our computers and I am at least at my keyboard have my male parts hanging over my shorts waistband and I am still finding excuses of flashing outdoors in some limited carefullness...!! both my Mother and Brother almost caught me jacking off...!!! I all liked a story I once where the married woman was with a different man that her husband which was fucking some other woman and the married woman had his penis inside her and with me just hanging on a rope about a 100 ft., above the ground with her legs around his waist and her arms around his neck with a crowd watching her and him have orgasims...!!!Mother's doing photos on the kitchen table so I have cover up when I go into the front room that sexual estory is so daring that Tanya after Ryan checked was to go naked with 2 vibrators in and a chained together nipple and clit clamps, I am precumming again, Mother just walked into my room to put or take something my room she got a hammer and I have to goe pee and...!!! it is 1:52 pm, and I just helped Mother move some cabinets, etc.