courtship journal

I am now looking for ... an Ethiopian-Jewish 21 to 35 years old very athletic for example hurdles, javelin, triathlon,--I am almost 62 years old--an at least 4 years of college medical student with training in emotionally challenged with interest in archaeological interest, can drive an 5 Ton 4 or 6 wheel truck--My Current Idea Marriage partner/care giver if you/her are the choice # 3--as like the old 1960's Dating Game Show then you/her could be related the dialect/tribe? of Indiana Jones or History Channel's TV camera shot of gate fence of said temple of the King Solomon's Temple's Arc of the Covenant, etc. of the gate, fence of that 3rd temple--with interest in finding proof of History that I know about in Oregon--I have actually in person with my Mother went to Israel in the year 2000--I have been in remission back in 1989, my Clinical Paranoia-Schizophrenia, and the rest of Diagnosis back then but I did not have as strong of Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder, Anxiety, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder, fears--the Paranoia-Schizophrenia is now as I am writing this is in remission--yes because--back in April 17, 1976 the day before Easter--more later--I need to have very intimate sexual physical attention even in public as hidden as possible but she would cop a feel or anything even to a few strokes to get a little cum or ejaculate to help my current hernia, since I have not but been to urgent care, my Primary Care Provider, but trained medical staff has implied--more later--the what else follows this line of thought is very unorthodox medical treatment--another PCP told me years ago that I was then very fertile and I hope so still--I have been tested for HIV-AIDS and other STD's --I want to father one boy and one girl at least--I am into alternative treatment and organic herbal remedies which I want to grow myself and organic food on a small farm about 20 miles SE of Bend, OR, helping to train, provide housing while creating these jobs--I have already back in 1988 or 1989 about this dream, my multiple populations peers, while I have a 3-person--Myself, a very good administrative assistant, and a bookkeeper/receptionist Printing Business, which I hope that I have when visiting the appropriate office the Oregon Secretary of State office to inactively register "C.A.T.'s Prints"--my own need for sexual attention is by implication Doctor's Orders--I am trying cover as many bases as possible with as few words as possible--I also need very much the equivalent to "cover Mother's back" from the bad side of this World Today--if I'm playing my "gin-rummy" hand correctly--the cheaper than at the very least I was about ten years ago, then my treatments costs about $6,000.00 a month--an appropriate marriage engagement rather even a male nurse--help find the "Blue-Bucket" gold mine only to prove my Grandfather is right--because he had read some of the journals, diaries, and letter's as like what is in the Old Testament--cave, Juniper, stream..., and she could possibly find about 4,000 year old Native American writing and maybe artifacts INTEREST!!!???